Needed to bump that thing down. Woo!

x - yes
[blank]- no
/ - partly

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4. (Only by half a frickin' inch!)
[ ] I think I'm ugly sometimes. (I have an ego... a big ego)
[/] I have many scars. (Some have been disappearing.)
[x] I tan easily. (I don't burn, I tan!)
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo. (It'll be a yes soon enough!)
[/] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[/] I wear glasses (Reading glasses I use for drawing.)
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[/] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (Pretty sure it's happened before.)
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[/] I have piercing in places besides my ears. (had to take the navel out due to migration.)
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents. (I had a phone thrown at me after.)
[ ] I've run away from home.
[/] I've been kicked out of the house. (Dad made me walk back inside.)
[x] My biological parents are together.
[/] I have a sibling less than one year old. (Half-siblings. Don't ask.)
[/] I want to have kids someday. (Depending on my situation.)
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[ ] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[/] I failed more than 1 class last year (I failed about 2-3 classes per year in high school.)
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something. (I glued my fingers together cause it felt weird.)
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone. (Unbreakable baby!)
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[X] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada. (I live in Canada, where the beer is strong.)
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city. (No sense of direction really. I still get to where I'm going though.)
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (Lazy? Yep.)
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (I get bored easy.)
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (More times than I care to remember.)
[x] I've been to a casino. (I only win small amounts.)
[ ] I've been skydiving. (Things to do before I hit 25.)
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night. (Camped on my roof once too!)
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. (I will soon!)
[x] I've eaten sushi. (I'm asian~!)
[ ] I've been snowboarding. (I want to try.)

Relationships
[x] I'm single. (Ladies or gents, feel free to give me a call if you're hot.)
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. (Crushes count right?)
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. (That was you Tea! No idea if I'm serious though.)
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler. (Depends on my mood.)
[/] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. (Eat massive amounts of some kinda candy thing.)
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. (See above.)
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. (Who hasn't?)
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world. (I'm secretly gay! ...Maybe.)
[x] I've cheated while playing a game. (Knowing me it's likely.)
[x] I've cheated on a test. (Cantonese class.)
[ ] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school. ('Weapon possession'
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[/] I've been in a fist fight. (Got broken up before somebody else got something broken.)
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol (My gods I'm clean.)
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking. (I get sleepy but I stay awake until I'm sober again.)
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem. (Depending on the size I probably could.)
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[/] I hate funerals.
[/] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player. (PSP is close enough.)
[/] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (Used to.)
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books. (I'm a geek!)
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay. (Comics and stuff once more.)
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[/] I can sing well. (That's a matter of opinion
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[/] I open up to others easily. (Depending on the other.)
[/] I watch the news.
[/] I don't kill bugs. (Depends!)
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[/] I am a morning person. (Only if I've had 4 hours of sleep but even then it's a coin flip.)
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar. (What is this grammar?)
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam (I like the food. I don't know about love)
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well. (Chocolate almond cookies!)
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue (Reeeeeeeeeeeed.)
[x] I've worn pajamas to school. (Schools always have a pajama day. Though I have been that lazy before.)
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun (I wish.)
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes. (Shouldn't I?)
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[/] I believe in ghosts. (He appears at night in the room my sister now sleeps in.)
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish. (Oh the people who have tried to get me back...)
[x] I love white chocolate. (I like chocolate in general.)
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games. (I love them)
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[/] I'm good at remembering names.
[/] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (Live by the day.)

Well, here I am at 6AM because I cannot rest. I know it comes with ending what you know was and will be one of the greatest things to happen in your life, it still doesn't make it any easier to deal with at this stage though.

Right now I can only seem to think about last summer, I don't think I've ever felt that happy in a very long time. I admit I still love him and it's because of that I want to give us a break for a while. I want us to get a chance to grow up and really see each other for who we are now. I want to become someone who deserves all that love that he has given me for all these years.

Before I met him, I don't think I ever knew what it was really like to be wanted without any alternate reasons. I have so much to thank you for....

You gave me kind words when I believed there would be none.
You gave me confidence in myself.
You gave me love when it seemed completely out of my reach.
You stuck with me even when I was at my worse and lashed out at anyone including you.
You are the reason why I can be strong.

I love you, I always will. Don't sell yourself short because you are a kind and intelligent man, any girl with a working brain could see that and know what you're really worth.

Oh I am le bored... so I took a meme.

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.


1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Cupid's Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes
(Is this okay?! Take a look at my girlfriend!)

2.How would you describe yourself?
Belief - John Mayer
(...What? I'm not real?)

3.What do you like in a girl?
I Will Wait For You - Connie Francis
(Well I do like loyalty and I am a sucker for a great voice.)

4.How do you feel today?
Ain't No Other Man - Christina Aguilera
(Somebody else explain this one.)

5.What is your life's purpose?
The Sun - Maroon 5
(All about the love.)

6.What is your motto?
Californication - Red Hot Chili Peppers
(Not many things are real?)

7.What do your friends think of you?
Thank Heaven For Little Girls - Maurice Chevalier
(...OH.MY.GODS...)

8.What do you think of your parents?
Couch Potato - Weird Al
(Family memories as I was growing up...)

9.What do you think about very often?
Enchantment - Corinne Bailey Ray
(I like thinking about pookie a lot.)

10.What is 2 + 2?
I'm Blue - Effiel 65
(Stupid math has to be so stupid hard!)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Stupid Girls - Pink
(...She's not even blond!)

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5
(I don't get it.)

13.What is your life story?
Loathing - Wicked
(That's how all my friendships start off.)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Why Don't You Do Right - Peggy Lee
(I am not a gold digger!)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Hotel California - Eagles
(Well my mind is random...)

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Strange Disease - Prozzak
(That is depressing! 'I can't marry you Joel! Stop pressuring me!'

17.What will they play at your funeral?
A Lot Of Livin' To Do - Bye Bye Birdie
(Makes sense.)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Maneater - Nelly Furtado
(...Okay?)

19.What is your biggest fear?
My Humps - Fergie
(Stop growing butt!)

20.What is your biggest secret?
Moscow - Dschinghis Khan
(Da, I am really from Mother Russia!)

21.What do you think of your friends?
Video - India Arie
(We look this good without anything being fake.)

22.What will you post this as?
It's A Fine Life - Oliver Twist
(You see what I have to put up with?)

Tagged by

Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours...

1. If I'm too lazy to move I'll just lean in a direction, fall on the ground, and drag myself to get somewhere. (I've gotten a chair with wheels now so I can drag myself around while sitting.)

2. I can sleep ANYWHERE as long as it's a dry surface. Seriously, I've slept on the floors in school and I can sleep through loud rock music... that stuff is like a lullaby to me.

3. I have a birthmark that looks like I've been bitten by a vampire.

4. I also have a mark on my shoulder that looks like some blotch thing and everybody sees something different.

5. I need to gain some weight... muscle specifically.

6. I hate my stretchmarks.

I tag... anybody who bothers to read this.

So everybody knows about that VOID site right? ...I actually had a dream about it. (OH MY GAWDS! Mize was in it! I luvs that character! *spaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzz* Totally had to do that, especially since nobody who's a member will be reading this for a looong while... I'm pretty damn sure of it with how fast I work.)

Yeah, that's it. I was even given a character to use as a fighter so I'm taking time trying to figure out her story. I also probably won't be trying to join until I can draw a page a day. Don't want the wrath of the people there for not submiting anything.

I also had a dream about this... origin of Phoenix Dash. Totally fun.

Moral: I really need to sleep at normal times.